Woke up really late, was extremely conscious about not fucking around on my phone but I did it anyway, to provide a sense of completion as I felt without it I would feel really empty.

Woke up really late, was extremely conscious about not fucking around on my phone but I did it anyway, to provide a sense of completion as I felt without it I would feel really empty. I guess that’s what the kindle is for, and I’m going to use that from now on. Afterwards, in the day, didn’t do too much until hashcode (went to get Greggs), but in hashcode, we got this problem, me and japjot thought about it, and I ended up implementing it to the point where functionally it worked pretty well. From an efficiency perspective it was not good at all, which is why I’m going to try to reimplement it in Rust. Got Bonnie Burrito for dinner. Masturbating is so lame — I have the beautiful real version at my fingertips. Read a little, I think I’ll keep reading until the group meetings at night. I’m going to call Nani — taking small steps towards the place where I want to be. Didn’t end up calling Nani but had a good conversation with research meeting people, it went well

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Date

February 22, 2023

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I’m so fucking angry right now with the buses holy shit straight up waste of an hour just waiting for and in this stupid transportation system here I’m going to be late for my event too. I’m so fucking angry right now with the buses holy shit straight up waste of an hour just waiting for and in this stupid transportation system here

Previously

Really didn’t do much today, even though based on my resolution from today it would seem that I would be more able to get myself out of bed and get moving (not develop a reliance on doing things to get me going). Really didn’t do much today, even though based on my resolution from today it would seem that I would be more able to get myself out of bed and get