Today, woke up at a reasonable ish time, got ready, went to history discussion which went pretty well, then had Lunch with mulan at Ting Thai Caravan, which was decently good. Then went over to CS lecture which wasn’t too bad, had psychology lecture which was aite, then went to the gym with Mulan. At the gym, I didn’t completely push myself, justifying things with the logic of at least I’m going, and I’m going to do it to the level at which I’m still comfortable with it, to motivate my keeping the habit. I think it turned out decently well, so I’ll probably keep it. After gymming, we went to watch 1917, which was a fantastic movie in my books — it provided such a detailed, visually explosive picture of what it was like to be in the trenches in WWI and how the missions was above all else. Got back, had the mashed potatoes, had a really cool conversation with mulan about how much I appreciate Edinburgh and the change of pace it provides, and how much I’ll miss it, and watched 3 episodes of avatar with her. Didn’t get to fuck, but things were looking well towards it and I really appreciate her new attitude towards it (giving me the time and space to not feel pressured by it). It’s working dividends so far, I’ll look back and see how much of an impact it actually has and how it affects the rest of our relationship.
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