Things On My Mind (writing this from home, after a weekend of not doing too much)

• it’s so fucking satisfying to hold command-W and close a bunch of tabs at once.
• coming home is an exercise in self-restraint for me. So far, I’ve failed it — I’ve been masturbating constantly, chewing my nails/fingers, haven’t done any real physical exercise, haven’t read or otherwise done any of the productive things that I said I would do (apart from watching breaking bad) and in general (apart from the social moments) have mostly wasted my weekend away.
• what are the things that I do want to do in order to fix my week here? 202208290310
  • find something that I’m consistently doing for several hours each day. this could be breaking bad, but ideally it would be a more physically involved hobby 202208232011
    • write regularly! I have absolutely no excuse to not write regularly.
  • Work hard. It’s not going to be easy to do work here, but I also have everything available to me to make sure that I’m focused and doing good work. I have food readily accessible, my mom’s desk space, I can go outside and get some fresh air and sunshine any time I want. I have nothing else to do, no distractions, no other responsibilities. It’s time to execute.
• things I need to do for work tomorrow: 202208290800
  • add tasks to the tracker.
  • publish the Keunwoo PRs. 202208291247
  • publish the Jayden PRs.
  • talk to Ian about permanent deletion.

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