Reflective Thoughts About My Time In Scotland
- Man, I wasted a shit ton of time, literally just sitting there, not eating, not doing anything, and not using as much time as I could (either doing cool, happy things with Mulan, or just exploring)
- I spent a lot of time masturbating, and from the journal entries, seems like I spent a lot of time thinking about masturbating
- Seems like disagreements with Mulan were somewhat regular - at the same time, it was the first time for both of us being pretty much alone with each other for an extended period of time, and there was definitely an adjustment period for us to deal with.
- Even compared to a couple months ago, I think I’ve grown a lot, in my ability to get tasks done that I initially didn’t want to do, and also a better understanding of what actually is important to get done, and what is just an illusion of progress that doesn’t actually accomplish anything.
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