I played a good amount of slay the spire, as well as stardew valley, today! I think I also played Azul with fam which was pretty fun. Still wasn’t really able to be productive tbh. Don’t really think I did anything else of note, it was so hard for me to start working on my essay. I think part of it is this inability to admit that my essay won’t turn out well, and I’m going to have to BS something out of my ass with half my brain focused towards it anyways. At the same time though, in the last, I’ve been able to split something out of my ass pretty often, and a lot of the time it turns out to be some of my best work. But I guess I need to be able to realize when that will realistically happen, and when I’m just deceiving myself.
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