Called Donald and played with him in the afternoon!
Called Yash in the evening for a couple of hours, which was pretty cool as well.
Had a very long debate/argument/discussion with @mulan, about our sex life. I told her that generally, the way that I thought about her wasn’t very sexual, and that didn’t have to affect (and won’t affect) our sex life and how we’re gonna do things as a couple. I also made the commitment and realization that in order to fix the chicken and the egg situation that we’re in in terms of confidence issues and such, I’m going to have to be a lot more active and take initiative in these areas. There were some other things:
- I will continue to reflect more about what I might specifically like/enjoy and how we can explore that together
- Recognize that active initiation isn’t going to just develop out of waiting, and it’s something that’s needed to resolve the chicken and egg situation that we’re in in a couple different ways
- Do my own research into things like relationships with people having different sex drives and how they were able to work it out, as well as the things that I feel insecure about and actively talk about them with you
- Do my best to initiate conversations where we are talking collectively about this rather than a serious of “I would want this but I would want that”
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