202204300005 why do I spend so long pooping
I have become dependent subconsciously on my phone being unblocked at 12 AM. On top of that, a new spelling bee puzzle comes out at 12 AM. It would be better if the phone did not have the property of allowing an unblock at 12 AM, and it would be better if I had the self-restraint to not be tempted by the unblock. However instead of trying to resist this, I’ve become extremely used to it, and use the excuse of pooping to get sucked into this world of distractions and waste every night away doing these things that I know I should not be doing.
how do I resist this?
I need to make it so I cannot touch my phone after 12 AM. I could also try disabling the blocking stuff completely, or changing the settings that there’s no period of time where I can become unblocked, which might prevent this bug from taking place. I doubt it though. I think the answer is I just need to not use my phone after the hours of 12 AM and rely on my Kindle or a book or something else for entertainment. What makes it tricky is that I won’t be able to use any kind of blocking software for this, which I have somewhat become dependent on. However, I think it’s finally time for me to learn how to not rely on external stimuli, and this will be a good excuse to finally do that.
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